Omg, i'm working 3 jobs right now while I can to stack some cash. It's not too bad, and hopefully I get hired at the one place so I can quit the others. I took a picture of the bump that's starting to show and will take a pic every week to watch it grow. I just announced on facebook, let's see how many people notice or care....hahaha. It's so weird, I was nervous about announcing it to 470 people on there, which is a large number and I do know them all, but some not very well. I'm getting to the point where I don't care what people think at ALL anymore hahaha! Go hormones! I get home from work @ 4am, so I'm just getting to bed now, I hope this doesn't mess up the little babe's schedule.
I have been learning so much about the birthing process and NOT wanting to have the baby in a hospital at all. I don't want them to cut the cord right away and I want to be naked and I want the baby to be placed on me right away. I wish we were still living in villages; where I would just know a midwife and she would help me deliver in my bedroom or in the stream. I might have a waterbirth if I can, but there are ZERO midwifes in this area. There is a doula in State College, which is 30 miles away, but she seems flaky and never emails me back :/ Hope all of you are well. I am heading to sleep now, it's 630 am. Much love.....................
I have been learning so much about the birthing process and NOT wanting to have the baby in a hospital at all. I don't want them to cut the cord right away and I want to be naked and I want the baby to be placed on me right away. I wish we were still living in villages; where I would just know a midwife and she would help me deliver in my bedroom or in the stream. I might have a waterbirth if I can, but there are ZERO midwifes in this area. There is a doula in State College, which is 30 miles away, but she seems flaky and never emails me back :/ Hope all of you are well. I am heading to sleep now, it's 630 am. Much love.....................
